Senin, 30 Juli 2012

Random Sadness Feeling



Sometimes on random days I just get really sad for no reason at all. I will just break out into tears for no reason and I don't know how to make myself feel better. I feel like my emotions are so up and down.

So many thoughts crossed my mind, feelings of negativity and regret, feelings of bitterness and lack of ability to concentrate on anything but that's all my sad feelings.
I try to share and tell anything with my best. Feel a bit better, but still there are grey cloud blooming over my head.

These are times when there are no difficult problems to solve, no urgent issues to address, no unimaginable losses to mourn, yet, despite all this good fortune, I am still utterly sad. Sad for no apparent reason.

But of course, there is always a reason to be sad.
Maybe I'm sad over an old memory? a lost dream, a missed chance?
Maybe I am feeling somebody else sadness? somebody else pain?
Maybe I repressed feelings, unresolved emotional business?
Maybe I feels the pressure of time?
Maybe I am thinking about all that is wrong with this world?
Or maybe, I am sad for no reason?
I don't know.....

Just because. Just because sadness can sometimes be a pleasant emotion to feel. Because being sad can brings inspiration. Being sad makes me feel alive.


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